Friday, September 23, 2011

Another blog..

Hi, Ahm.. I made another blog and its called My Daily AweSome Life... Doesn't that sound loseric?
AHhaha.. And, there I'd be posting things about my life and stuff. Wait, don't worry.. I'll still be posting on ya! Well, I'll try to....
 Aiysha
 Hey, if i don't post on ya anymore..just reach out and slap me.. I'll post.. :)

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

My kinda thing!

Bahh.. i have to wait "patiently" for one more week till i  can show off what i'm best in. Oh, and i'm talking about school subjects..! Creative writing..writing!  i love it! it just lets you express your ideas bring your imagination to a whole new level.. (dorky hero sound) My dreams, my hopes, my future.. ZZt! Ey, I'm not saying zit k, (just a thing like ZzT. like snap off of it)!? despite my sister's... Nah..back to subject!
 As i was typing.. I'm so excited.. super excited! well, having the most strictest teacher to have for writing i think i'd survive! survival everyone wants it!. creative writing is DEF my kinda thang!..

Aiysha
 Well, i'm waiting "patiently".. (:

Grade 5.

Urghh. So far Grade 5 is going well.. But, I'd hate to think of the point that i'm going to leave my family and stay in a boring dorm in college. Ah. ZzzT! Not just yet thinking of those negative stuffs! Well, besides it might be fun, rite? So.. the future is just so luring! Uhm, its been 2 days of Grade 5. And they've all been kind of ahm..ahm.. you know.. adjusting to my environment or stuff. they had to change the people in my class last year to the other sections (coz there are alot of students!).. And so, i'm left with boring.. boring.. people.. Haish...
= =' .. Ms. Busquets is my teacher. 4 quarters,  one dreamer, a  stuent.. HARD! Nah, I kud pass it! Think positive not negative! Ooo, which reminds me off a tagalog movie.

Aiysha.. 

Posterous or Blogger.. ?

Okay, I'm in a kind of confusin state in where I'd blog.. I know I'm talking to myself but everyone always has to get stuffs off their chests..rite? So, I found this other blogging platform called "Posterous". Don't it sound like "monstrous" or something? And I found it from a young filipino actress. And I thought the way of blogging was cool. And so i thought of you. And i couldn't decide..

 Its kinda awkward talking to myself but Yah. I'll just decide now!


I think I'd pick blogger because i'm super lazy to start all over again on another blogging platform... plus, plus! I  have all my stuffs in here like the blog posts and all that. So.. Blogger, your lucky I chose you! ^_^..

Aiysha..
 Hey, remember decisions can be hard! 

Friday, August 19, 2011

Gian's Masalamma

Hi.. .Stayed in a near by fun-place for our friend Gian. .his leaving forever to the Philipines.. So.. It was fun and sad. loved it... Well thats all i could say for now!

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Mecca Trip

Hi. So Mecca Trip. Okay Mecca is the most beautiful place I've ever seen. It gigantic, spaciousness, it was so beautiful. Billions of muslims I could see. Different faces.. Ah. Glam! Man, it was warm! But I didn't faint miraculously, Tehee.. But, anyhow we stayed in this Al Safwa Tower. With air conditioning. Glam! 
 So sat in this Malaysian Cuising restaurant.. Waited till Magrib and dine.. Its Ramadan so I'm fasting. Which is not eating for 12 hours? Yah.. Hmp. So there.. And ate some Ice Cream Ah.a.. FAM!

Going back to Taif was beautiful.. I heard a sad and as well inspiring. And to mal mannered women talking bad about that one woman that I heard a story from. Then a fat woman complaining that she's squeezed my four of use. Tsk Tsk. And there goes a little girl who glammed the rest of the trip back home bangtastic by tickling my sisters. Ah. Glam!
It was fun.

Aiysha

Flashback #1 The Salon

Gather around people who-want-to-listen-to-my-story ( that kind of story.)

Boom!

So.. One day when I was going to this salon, I stumbled on a cord.. Oh, a network connection cord.. Embarrassing. On top of the seat now to cut my precious hair. The woman said my hair was so thin.. It was true, but I took it as an offensive comment. Uh, and so on she cut my hair. .Stopped for a second or three she said that it didn't look  good if I did my hair the style I wanted.. Another comment.. So on.. I hear the scissors cutting. And the combing and..Oh wait! I've got to say she was combing my scalp.. Moving on.. And Valla! She was done. After that a nice comment "It looks good to you." Finally.. So that the first 1 of 1 flashbacks that I put on here.. Enjoy my other posts!

Aiysha
 Oh and all the flashbacks I put on here are real!
 

WaPAK! Korean style.. Maybe.. ?

Hi humans,  this is me Aiysha and today just gonna post my new picture cming along with the most bangtastic hairstyle! Yep, Chang/Chang.. Korean style! WaPAK!

 There.. Cool. Or not? A sideswept bangs..And layered, layered hair. Glam! WOhoo.! Happy Apy!.. : )

Aiysha

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Monsterific!

Hi, So I've been literally obsessed with this monster fashion stuff. Its called Monster High. And in there people just rock! Ah. I love daydreaming.. ZZtt. Okay so, This is my monsterific character! And Her name is...
 Geill Blue-

G'day! My fins tend to bare whenever I'm happy. (Which is always)



So what'd think? This is just a screenshot of their website. Based on my character Lagoona Blue. I'm her younger sister. 


So thats it! Bai. Aiysha
 

New blog.

Hi again blogger, my previous post was about upgrading my blog. And so I did. I took the whole idea of Chinese and Japanese. Since I'm me(n)tally insane my blogs background is wood. Dark grey wood. I got the idea of "wood" from some site. Now its all really -like me, and Im ready to post again. For months I've been thinking all about upgrading but just can't figure out when.. Blah.

Aiysha

Monday, July 25, 2011

Upgrade my blog?

Hi bloggers, I'm planning to upgrade my blog. I saw other blogs and I absolutely have ideas. Ah, nothing like planning on and on. I'm a lil bit upset about having only. (-_-) one followers. I mean minus the s. Do i have to upgrade? Or have more spice on my blog posts.? Uh. I'm just gon plan this all out. Kapish!!

Aiysha

Friday, July 15, 2011

School.Impatient

Hi. I'm really missing school. and all its memories. soon the next school year will be, i mean will fill the holes of my heart and replace  it with more and more memories. Ahh.. I just have to say that i'm impatient
 nothing like being it. All the questions in my head. Well, that's all for this post. going over to my cousin's house.. ehem ehem blog. I love it there. :)

Aiysha

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Dreams..that will never reach the stars.

Hi. So, this post could be a little sorrowful. To tell yes it IS sorrowful.
 So its about my dreams that i wish to have. Me and billions of people in the world have dreams, or otherwise suppose to have dreams. The title is that, and because everytime i dream of something, even something very achievable..Poof!, it wont happen and that sentence pops into my mind: " I'll never reach it". If you only know what reality is like here. I know i don't know the future but it seems so clear to me. No one is planning to support me or to discuss with me. If i do it with my siblings and family members it will seem awkward, and no one understands me. This is what i have to say.

Why is it that my dreams could not reach the stars, i guess what my classmates say that i'm short is to true. I'm to short to reach the stars.


Aiysha

Sunday, June 26, 2011

A (no resemblance) twin.

Hi. As you can tell by the title is post is gonna be very long huh?
 Okay, I have a no resemblance twin and she's Reem. My friend ever since KG. She copies every single thing i do, wear, eat?, and move. Yesterday, I had to bring along my spy kit (which i copied from the book "spy cat") and to my surprise she came down to play and she had a big school lunch box with her. Containing a spy stuffs. That time i felt like she was sucking my personality out.

My mom said that people copy you because they choose you as their inspiration. To twist  it alittle bit, I think its more than inspiration its a big copy cat! Ugh, I hate it when someone copies me alot, even to mention she copies the way i move. Sticks with me like I'm an ice cream her tongue is imaginary aimed at.

Anyway, i just realized now that she thinks i'm Cool thanks Reem.

Aiysha 

No updates..

Hi, sorry for the blog with the same post everyday, I'm just busy with enjoying my *no school* and *no waking up in 6 am* stuffs. So, I'll try to keep you updated.

Aiysha
 That's all for this post.

Monday, June 13, 2011

So on life goes...

 Hi blogger, as the title says, the topic for today is about my day and all puffs and huffs.
  So, its like some standing-out day and that make it stand out is because its the fun day other than the rest. My day is reading "When My Name Was Keoko"  book for like 5 or 4 hours then a small nap that was awaken by the whispers of my book, so poetic..rite? --- then read for some minutes then out into t(he alive room (living room) eat my mom;s homemade p-zaz for znack... then played below my bldg. come back, shoower, and eat my dinner which is rite now... I slept for 10 hours except i mntioned it here and thats where it starts. From reading the book..

 Aiysha
 Quite a day, eh?

Oh, how you've grown!

Hello, so today is about my rabbit, she's grown up and is ready to...you know...mate, and the problem is my mom doesn't want her to have her responsibility-the rabbit. It seems unfair for me. My friend Gian even thinks that she needs or deserves to have her responsibility.Jhinyie is like 6 months old and a female, there is one male rabbit we know of but my mother disagrees to let her.mate, OH! How she's grown! Well, there's gotta be a way to change my mom's mind, mission---made? Yep, mission made!

Aiysha

Friday, June 10, 2011

End of School

Hi, its almost the end of school and I feel really scared and happy and sad all at the same time, its funny to think how much experiences I've had in fourth-grade. Only some days till my good byes echo in our gloomy empty dull room which was once-colorful... Oh, how I dislike the days like this. thinking about fifth grade sure makes me shiver. End of school, Yep the title says it, and that's where I stay at home,. homesick i could say. As if i'm travelling in this well-supplied ship..or yacht and i'm sailing in a familiar sea but it makes me vomit of all the hard stuffs, and all tha---...anyway, what I mean is that the ending of school is sad, and not to mention all the final exams we had to take.. I flunked in the math test. past in the other subjects.. Well, I got my report card copy and in all semesters I've got straight A's and awesome comments... We're in the last semester, 4th term.. so far i've only red my 1st, 2nd, and 3rd comments, not the 4th, I wonder what is in that last comment... So, im also happy for school's ending because theirs no homework (althought i'll miss the homework) and I'm gonna get my own community center card which is available for 6 months, except ill take a 3 month one since school starts early...So, thats all for this topic.

 Aiysha
  Good-bye, for now..."school" 

Monday, May 30, 2011

It's harder than I thought...

Hi humans, today its like everything that was so easy for me seems to be changing into hardness or becoming complicated, even so I found a site yesterday for teen writers.. And it was nice and all that their were tabs like browse writing, submit writing, and my profile everything was cool...then I just spotted the description of the site;
 A SITE FOR TEENS.
I wasn't satisfied... but I could still register to the site even do I wasn't a teen... so i did, and what I get is awesome stories and grammar and stuffs like the one that pulls me into the story from a book that i read. Just as i saw this i was beginning  to think that I definitely cannot do that kind of stuff, the real thing is that I can except I guess it is from the humongous sign up there. I tried typing in a story about a girl who is like me except i changed my mind and thought that..nope,, to boring. Ahr... Its all harder than I thought.. Well, im reading a story by a member and she wrote just like me! So maybe now I'll try it.. theres a thread about the site closing around June so I better do my project right away, maybe some small chapters. Wish me the good luck air...

 Aiysha
 Ahh...Nothing feels like being more and more delirious..

Sites that I mentioned up there..
Inkpop

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Embarrassment...

Hi. Its okay to tell...so yesterday I thought it was our International Day in school and it turns out me and Farhah were the only ones wearing Malaysian costumes! I was like..."Why isn't my classmates wear any of their national clothing??! And then there it goes the laughing and teasing.. While Gian says that I look stupid wearing the clothes like this..Well, it was true....that happened because last Wednesday I was in the international day for the high school...and Farhah is the one listening to the discussion of the International Day...I thought she knew...but its sticked to me that Saturday was it...anyway that is the first embarrassment.. I guess people have their embarrassment around adolescence ages... Maybe...

 Aiysha
 Never to repeat again! 

Friday, May 27, 2011

How would tomorrow be..?

Hi bloggers, the thing to read about today is the how-is-it-going-to-be...... I'm done with the power point presentation of Malaysia and I hopefully wish that tomorrow is going to be alright, hmm..wondering I'm not like" OMG! I'm so nervous whats going to become of my status in class tomorrow!"..... WELL NOPE! That's all because of the last high school national day, I gained tons of confidence.. Oh, how i thank those people who encouraged me.So, here's my idea of tomorrow;

   Swifting rapidly past the small hills of my town, to the place of education--School. As I stood up with my heavy backpack hanging on my back and my silky purple Malay-Chinese dress struggling to fly with the wind as I went out of the car and kept its freedom with me.Walk, Walk, Walk..Hearing those scraping heels of my sandals.
   Inside the school gate already..my classmate's voice ringing in my ear and me so quiet as the moon.Tick Tock! Here's the second where its time to go in, Lined up outside class now, and its my turn to shake hands and greet Ms.Dirksen. Smile walk in and....
  
 Now that's all my future mind thoughts can go... I hope this just won't  turn out monstrous... 





Thursday, May 26, 2011

Spongebob, Spongebob, SPONGEBOB EVERYWHERE!!

 Hi, so nowadays in the shops downtown all I see is Spongebob.. What's wrong with this fictional character! Even my selected yellow clothes in the shop has spongebob in it. The carpet of a toy shop showing spongebob hugging Patrick Star...my sister even said that she'd really freak out if the whole world had spongebob stuffs.....
Well, that's it for this post..
Aiysha


Another National Day..

   Hello peeps. Its just all that I can think of, on Saturday is going to be another national day for my grade (grade 4) and to be watched by little kids.. Ah. Well, if they could move this at least on Sunday that would be fantastic! I think its enough for the dancing and the sweating and again posting a mixed-up day part 2....But, yea I'll try this. So me and Farha are the only Malaysians in my grade 4 class, and that means me and her work together... What should I do? 
    Researching again,eh? YEP! that's what is takes..well I've got a bunch of Malaysia Tourism magazines that we could use...And some typing too. What would it be like in National Day.. ? Okay, all it means is that me and Farha needs some confidence and some encouragement..
     So, good luck for me rite? Anyway, this gotta be a good one, because I planning to post a post with the title of Ugh or Yey......

 Aiysha




Wednesday, May 25, 2011

A mixed-up day..

   Just came back from the stuff where it was insanitarium. Okay, yesterday we were practicing for this "HIGH SCHOOL ONLY" international day thing..where we show our customs and culture thingy.And it was calm as well as really annoying,since i make mistakes all the time...(am not perfect k?) and my instructor kept kind-of shouting at me and placing me in my correct way very violently..But, she was a great instructor..And today was the day of my mind being filled with swirling colors..and an insane time.
   We and my sisters were the first country on the list to dance, since other people were perhaps shy we were the first.. AHRG!...It turned out well except for this girl name Sandy besides me giving negative compliments..
     I'm like soooo...this is cultural...and people who do that are ones who are jealous because they dont know how to dance like that plus immature ones...My partner was Gian (my friend since i was 5) and we both dance together..To be honest we were the only ones who always got to be taught at the dance. Our dance was a Pilipino folk dance called Carinosa. And all the foot movement made me want to break into a hip-hop dance which i'd dance silly...
    As so, it was a very stress time when Egypt's turn came and they were all shouting like some , animal.."Egypt! Egypt!" Ihk! they did that like last year and now they're continuing it..AIOHAEHRIN~! Hey if i didn't tell you its kind of a competition.....
    NYajjh...Whoever wins may get a prize or something.
Anyway, We tried our best and its okay if we don't win.. all we want is to show what we've got to show..

  •  Insane
  • Mixed
  • .....AHHHH!

Aiysha

Saturday, May 14, 2011

No type and why..

Hi. I didn't type for a while due to some busy stuff i'd have to manage.So some posts are old and im planning to post new ones..so looking forward to type again.....


Aiysha








Friday, April 29, 2011

I can do this!

Hi. believe me or not i'm sweating right now due to the topic that i picked, and what i tried to do.So. just a while ago i was watching this Korean pop boy dance group/band called Shinee on youtube. and i wanted to learn how to dance like them in their music video Replay. and I figured out some parts except my body was to stiff to be able to dance like that. But, i knew i could do it. everybody can do anything if they try. as usual i went around first dancing like some rock that was over the limit being really hyper. then later on i became a hyper dancing worm. i realized i couldn't reach the right level for that kind of dancing.But as i said i can do this! you know it just takes you to; 
  • Examine the movements of the dancers
  • dance along if you think you know the steps.
  • Ruin the spacebar due to keep pressing it to play/pause the video to make it appear like slow motion. (just so you know my keyboard's space bar is flat already)
  • Just use your excellent perspective 
  • Lastly, try your hardest.
So that was all what I was doing a while ago except i think he 5th bullet sentence isn't what I was doing. Well, maybe but I only had the 30% amount of desperation that time but It doesn't take all my energy away. Now I'm cooling up but again I'm sweating because of typing to fast and thinking where my fingertips gotta go to to type the correct stuff so okay bye-bye.
Shinee dancing in their music video Replay, this is what I wanted to try out but I can't keep up their too fast!  
                                                    
Sweating and cooling then again repetition
 Aiysha ^^

Royal Wedding

Hi, some minutes ago I was watching The Royal Wedding of Prince William and Kate with my mouth hanging open. And I can't imagine how it would be like being a queen. I don't know anyone who's got 3 titles. Except maybe the royals. This people were stunning. Kate's dress was not really BLOWWOW! but it was simple and feminine. Hmm. Buckingham Palace, what would've looked like inside. I saw your outside. Well, that's not anything a commoner has to do, sneak inside a royals place. I'm a commoner bohoo. Sometimes i think that using the term commoner means like lower people like maybe poor people. Not even celebrities are royals. Maybe showbiz royals. so far this picture is kind of make feel like I'm the photographer;
Hmm. And what makes me feel like I'm the photographer? Is that it all looks real to me, you know for me.
 I can say I got a little bored with the singing and stuff. Since that's their tradition, I think its uhm, nothing that I'd ever saw. Hey, how much has Kate's dress cost? Guesses swirling around everytime popping then getting lost. Anyway Is there going to be any video of the royals eating in the reception? Guess not, eh? I heard its disrespectful to watch people eating, for ROYALS maybe more than rude. but is there? I wanna see those feast set up for The Duke and Duchess of Cambridge (the only title for them that I know of). Oh and it's irrelevant but I'll just tell you anyway. Prince Achileas-Andreas of Greece and Denmark is born exactly on August 12, 2000 which is the same date month and year when I was born. So let me not forget to greet him a Happy Birthday through my imaginations.
 Prince? Prince? Prince! How would it be like to be a princess?
Aiysha of Johor Bahru. 
 :p

Thursday, April 28, 2011

missing it

updating just about how I miss the airplane. I always dream of flying over countries as well as flying in planes. and that did come true when I was around 5 years old. We had to fetch my sisters from Malaysia. and I remember every single structures and design. Now that i've been on there for maybe 6 times now i miss it again.  don't you just feel how peaceful it is inside the plane. mindless of how the airplane shakes and rattles all the time scares me though it never happens that our airplane crashes in the take-off or landing. except when we were in the sky flying the airplane made these noises that could make you rattle and me and Mama were praying so hard like it was the Day of Judgment. But, i'm thankful nothing happened to us. just peeking out the oval- shaped window of the plane makes me want to sleep dreamily. as if i was on the clouds.
It looked a little something like this when we were almost landing. inside i cant wait but imagine what my Malaysian relatives would most likely compliment about me. maybe they'd say I grew humongous (ly) out of the old Aiysha to the all grown up Aiysha. I'd had tears in my eyes as i was merrily imagining this. Hmm. after all. looking out windows doesn't scare me not to the fact that its height is incredibly eccentric. But, I get a hang of this which are images of Malaysia landing and stuffs you'll definitely see;
Flying over my country.
This is the picture of flying over malaysa maybe also landing on it. Well, i love scenes like this.

The skies of Malaysia.

Over India.

That's all for now folks. Missing this already...
 Aiysha                                                  

       

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Gamal Haraga

Hi. I'm just going to furiously type about today in school. So, one of my classmates which is Gamal Haraga celebrated rated his birthday today in school. His mother and father came to as well. And the cake was extremely delicious.  
 Well to bad for me.. I won't ever get to celebrate my birthday because its on August 12 and for this year its primarily on Friday. Ngee.... anyway its okay for me I don't get to get any parties but the best stuff for me is to celebrate it with family. The routines of our party at school.
  1.     The handouts of some food.
  2. Sing the "Happy Birthday (s) in our 3 existing languages.
  3. Make the birthday boy or girl his or hers birthday card.
  4. Dance party, where my classmates go maniac.
  5. Thank You's and the Bye Bye's
So that  is it the birthday routine. But aside of that let me squish this in. There are tests I really need to prepare of then so I've got lots of studying to really do this weekend. All i know off is that im sticking to reading.

 Tests birthday and typing
 All in one day!
 Aiysha Misni

Monday, April 25, 2011

my day.

Hello. Today is today =) I'm going to just explain my day, out to you.
 So today is school day, better guess that everyone knows what happens in school days.
Wake up 6 am i was so sleepy i almost fell off the bed of rubbing my eyes and the sleepiness off. Then get some cold drops and water stream flow down my body and some bathing routine. Then eat breakfast. See how my  mother wakes up around 4 am? I'm thankful for a mother like that. Off then, the preparations of school stuff. and then the clothes. then walking out the door. then so on with school. Ha, then other personal stuffs . My day is indescribable

parents..

hello. the topic is going to be all about parents.
  Some people don't know how parents kept them alive and go on rejecting them and disrespecting them.
Well, let me tell you what. your parents kept you alive. Your own mother gave all her time and strength as well as love to give birth to you. you should be glad that she brought you to the world. your father kept you and the family alive and up. but some don't know this stuff. I guess they focus to much on other things. they are guardians as well as lovely people.
  In some cases here in this world, there are worst. examples are rather hurting but I'd rather not mention them here. parents can also make mistakes, everyone makes mistakes! if your parent misunderstood you, forgive them. Some parents are getting old, maybe their brain doesn't process much. and maybe some of their sense are getting faded out of view. You don't have to get all over reacting to situations about staying in limits. I know that feeling when jealousy takes lead and just messes everything up, i know some older siblings are jealous to the littler ones just because the parents doesn't get mad over them. But this people have to understand that younger people have to be watched over more than older ones. Since the parent has taught the older ones more they need to give all the attention needed to the youngs. They have no right to get mad, they should think of this more often. Did you know that your parents would like to see their child reach their dreams? Everynight goodnight kisses are recieved from me and my siblings to our parents. Respect is always required. Because you never know just when you wake up, your guardian angels are gone...

 This are my reasons and thought of parents.
   Aiysha

Saturday, April 23, 2011

*Capturing Moments. (Starting out in my country)

Good Afternoon, today is all about capturing moments of the stuffs that I guess are making way in the future. I captured a moment where I'd be starting out a new life, meaning a new habitat and environment. I'd have to adapt like everyone else. as my country is Malaysia, and some of my recent posts were about myself and how I didn't have the knowledge of malay. The moment;

   In a new school***
 
     As I walked hand in hand with my father through the weird corridors of my new school, I was filled with fear that arose sneakily inside of me. To stiff, my father had to push me bit. I entered a classroom with whispering students, their voice so tiny and can't almost be heard if there was only one speaking, it cause my ear itchiness as the vibration zoomed in my ear. I felt strange in my school uniform as well as sweating, since I wasn't used to this kind of heated clothes.I scanned the class and saw different faces of a special kind, I cannot believe I am studying in my own country now. As I studied in Saudi Arabia for 9 years. Too scared my teacher took me from there, and later on in the day I spent my time being spoke to me in English. 

 Moments have to mean something you know? It does, you need to figure out the missing pieces of you puzzles and connect them together as to form an idea of the future.
 Thank You
Aiysha 

Thursday, April 21, 2011

me building up?....

hi..this is like my 4th or 5th day of blogging. Because i missed some days. Well, speaking of that i'm talking  about.. building up some;
  •  Confidence
  • Self Esteem
  • Self Defence
 Building this stuffs take lot of time, and I'm going to use that time. As I do have some examples but I just don't think its that accurate. I've got this stuff but the question is have I got them all? That's what I probably have to find out of. I think I do have confidence in myself, especially when I got guts to go in front of the 9th graders and explain about this stuff of them demolishing our classroom who expects that from 9th graders, no one... since we think they're  mature for their age, but they just don't have the confidence to speak up. So I'm glad I got some of that, and I do have to work on being distracted by wide eyes and some weird faces. Because I get really shy by that and my confidence is pushed LOW. But the biggest boost for my confidence to shoot up like when you air sacs in the lungs form air, yep that fast is.. me, the truth is me. I've got to believe in myself much if i want to do something. Moving on.. Self Esteem hm.. that's tough too! I guess I got some, but I can't help it when I want to impress people. So I got little for that. But at least I got some, you know I don't care what people say sometimes, mind the previous part.. I know how to go around SOME people. When I've experience myself doing their behaviors too. I can do my own thing and people can do their own thing, no one needs to micro manage me, (i like saying that word especially since it describes people as well as figures.) So yes that it. So I'm gaining the self esteem i know i am. I believe. Now for self defense.. I'm low on that maybe some percent higher than 40. I can defend my personality and i am capable. I defend many stuffs coming along with my rights.Yes, I do defend my friends and family. maybe decisions too. But people have rights to defend. No one should stop you, just my advice I believe in everything, well not everything, somethings.

 Believing in your self can give you chances and opportunities, success is what I get by believing in myself and you should too!

 Aiysha 

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Weak and Strong People

I just came back from playing below my building, and I just listened to this funny boyfight by voice, and this people I won't tell but I'm just concerned. They were talking about non sense but this elder boy didn't know how to fight back, I mean no has to fight back, but This younger boy was strong, I wonder is it because this young boy is in grade 5 and this older one is in grade 4. Yes, i know its weird but I have this kind of column that is of imagination.And they are Strong People and Weak People, this older boy is in the weak and young is in strong. I listened laughed..I was evil.. But I wanted to defend this boy who was weak mind the fact that he is my bestfriend, And as I watched this younger boy physically abused him like pushing him. I felt pity for him, but I was one of them in the middle between strong and weak people. I think the older boy doesn't fight back because his more maturer or because his a good person, next time I'll defend him when so, I wish I'm lucky on this.

Older boy here I come!
 Aiysha 

Monday, April 18, 2011

Gudbye.

Gud bye and gudnight,  I hope to update more and keep my blog filling.. =)

 Aiysha

Let's talk about me.

hi. I'm talking about me. My problems are;
  •   Malay is suppose to be learned, but nope not yet, skills aren't developed yet.
  • I know tagalog more than Malay, there is no problem but I will study in Malaysia I NEED SKILLS!
  • I'm Unique
So let me talk about this, first thing is I need to learn malay because my choice is to study in Malaysia how will I able to study when I only have knowledge of other stuffs, I need to work on that, second I know tagalog more than Malay, no problem I should be happy I know my mothers language but as I said Malay is my permanent nationality and I don't have the skills, I need language skills. Hey I'm planning to learn more languages but first Malay. And lastly I'm unique. That's not really a problem but I don't know why I put it there. I think i'm unique. ^^.

Problems can be solved.No problems in the world can't be soved everything has solutions.
 Aiysha

How can you expect much?

H i watup? i'm typing about expecting.. How can people expect much from others when no one is created perfect..I think this occurs pretty much because people think that your trust able enough, thank you that you think we're trust able but please we can't do things that is for other positions..For some people less appreciation more expectations.. Sorry ha not everyone i perfect and I don't plan to be perfect I don't know anyone who is perfect and CAN live without no mistakes.

 Please no one is perfect!
 Aiysha

Leyn

Hi. So wassup? I just wanted to tell yu that today was the most blowing eye day! Well, except for sum hits and arayssss. Leyn is a cute chubby girl, yep a wannabe but she's okay she's just 8 yrs old, who expects much from an 8 year old?..parents.... But she's a kid who's really helpful I like her. Today we blowed up her birthday by the shouting and and tickling  it was fun though the fact i'm just watching them and being curious.yep, I'm tired but still got guts to go on you and FB. Fun Fun Fun... eh? Hala, my vacation homework I'm so dead but i still got days. Just to say Leyn rocks though.. ^^

Leyn rocks her party rocked and her room rocks ;P
 Aiysha

Report Card in school

Hi. Let me get this straight. In school we have 4 terms where we got to learn as much as we have.So I'm obviously in Grade 4, and my teacher is Ms.Dirksen. See I got 4 honor roll in a row from grade 1-2. I didn't get any in Grade 3 since I went for vacation to Malaysia and Philippines.so that doesn;t count then from grade 4 i got 3 but now were in the 4th semester i dont know if ill get, my recent one i got honor roll, and  i of course got straight A's i wish i remain like this!

Jihnyie D Cutie =)

Hi. I didn' tell you about our pet rabbit. Its a she. White and cute. Her name is Jihnyie it looks like a korean name eh? I had 3 other rabbits since we always buy rabbits with a complete set of two. the other first two were Dhingky and Jhingky they were babies that were very very sleepy always slept all the time. The the second set was Houdini and Jhinyie. They were the final set. Houdini was her name because when we first bought her she always managed to scramble away from ypur hands even though you hold en tight. Just like the real magician! Then Jhinyie was supposed to be Genie but I changed the spelling though it sounds quite the same, we named her that because whenever you see her in one place she magically teleports by brain waves or something to another place thats why she is like a Genie. Yep, so the other three died of Diarrhea and Jhinyie was the only one left with us, she's been with us for atleast 4 weeks almost 1 month can't wait to celebrate her birthday next year March 22 unless if she lives that long and I wish she does. =)

Jhinyie stay till next year or more! PLEASE!
  Aiysha

J

Sunday, April 17, 2011

The Journey

ne day you finally knew
what you had to do, and began,
though the voices around you
kept shouting their bad advice --
though the whole house
began to tremble
and you felt the old tug
at your ankles.
"Mend my life!" each voice cried.
But you didn't stop.
You knew what you had to do,
though the wind pried
with its stiff fingers
at the very foundations
though their melancholy was terrible.
It was already late
enough, and a wild night,
and the road full of fallen
branches and stones.
But little by little,
as you left their voices behind,
the stars began to burn
through the sheets of clouds,
and there was a new voice,
which you slowly
recognized as your own,
that kept you company
as you strode deeper and deeper
into the world,
determined to do
the only thing you could do --
determined to save
the only life you could save.



I found this inspiring.
 Aiysha

So on of my day

Hello. So my day started off early around 8 am. And ate some homemade french fries. Then went on Facebook and Blogger. Blogger some hours, ate lunch. Shower, tease then sleep then awake again going to blog for some hours again.. =)


Blogger Becoming D Addict
 Aiysha

Awake

Hello. I just awaken from this sleep where I had no dreams once and for all. But I get to blog with who? YOU! Yey....So waiting for the posts coming eh?


Keep on waiting =)
 Aiysha

Chat with Fee Qa

Hi. Just now I chatted with Fee Qa on facebook. I was short but atleast I had a chance to chat with her. Mission accomplished fully. Hehe. I told her I was inspired by her blog and she was all like what theres nothing special. But you know, i think there is something specia about it.

Fee Qa is a girl to inspire =)
 Cousins make you comfortable
 Aiysha

Back

Hi. I'm back. Since my sister doesn't play in this computer i could so...

whatever.
 Aiysha

Have to go..

Hi for the last time. I've got to go since my sister always bugs me out of the computer. =) hehe

Bye for the final =)
 Aiysha

Education is important says Mama

Hi again. I think knowledge is important and so is education. Because how can you experience stuff that you don't even know of? You'd only have to take jobs that you only have knowledge of. Goals that you set aside of is for nothing? Other reasons for people quitting education and thinking that they're on their own is mainly love. But, I'm not saying you CAN"T fall in love i'm saying that education has to come first before love. And I think people still be thankful for their given life..but thoughts are thoughts some can't change the world.

Thoughts eh?
 So far so good I'm fine and so is the others.
So garr.. whatever
  Aiysha

Thoughts of travelling

Hello. Well I often thought of traveling to another country where everthing is a mystery, my thought is that before I have to go to another country maybe I should practice and stuffs like;

  • How to defend myself from pouncing enemies.
  • Language to understand this foreigners
  • Research about places so I could visit e'm
  • Food! Yep, research that too. 
So Yes this are all my set aside goal if I ever can live to travel. 

So goals are important said Ms. Dirksen Grade 4 teacher
  So yep I hope  I learn this stuff.
Bye Jk =) not so long still more posts
 Aiysha

Fee Qa's post about probbably changing reply and thought.

Recently yesterday Fee Qa sad that she suddenly wanted to wear a shawl and all that, But you ARE changing! You're sixteen and your soon becoming an adult, of course your brain is transitioning, even mine is! Ever since I  also suddenly wanted to wear some teen clothes. I'm 10 years old now and I'm going on to 11 then 12 then 13 then on and on.. I wonder what else posts she got, because this recent vacation to malaysia I met her so I guess I'll be scrolling her blog down to the archives. =) Oh, and she types in malay so i need a google translator!

Spying at posts eh?
 Aiysha

Spring Break In School

Hello. The reason why I' always posting in here is because school is like down not down down. It's like a break, since the 3rd semester is over and that we are in he final semester which is the 4th. Its spring break where all the kids just chill out and have fun before going back to studying, I like the thought of becoming a fifth grader and being 11. Only 3 months from now and I'm going to reach the point where I'm being an adult. I can't wait till next year and till I'm grade5 still updating this blog. Let's make this plans straight. I'm going to try to keep this blog updated if it works everryday. Sometime out of time because I can't stand the thought not going to blog every once in a while. Oh, forgot to say I was inspired by my cousin Fee Qa. Her blog is truly inspiring for me but Keep Rocking On Couz!  =) Hehe. Got other posts coming up so here's some links to the stuffs I mentioned;
Fee Qa's Blog
SAIS Alhada's School Blog

Thats all for this post.
  Must've been the longest but no worries their is stuffs longer than  this! =)
Aiysha 

My incredible Tumblr

I just  wanted to show you my super duper kapaow wow Tumblr that isn't perfect but average find it here;

Confession of a 10 Year Old

Please click on it! =) 

Tribal Chief's Relative?

Yesterday I found out that my ancestors was a chief of a villager where my Grandmother lives called Parit Panjang in Malaysia. That is so cool! B-) I mean I' am blood of a chief kind of. I know I'm having this weird idea of me being a type of princess but maybe its just my personality reflexes. =) Hehe.

Here is the news; http://paritpanjang.pjk.com.my/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=23&Itemid=52

Customized

Yey, I finished customizing my blogger and I think I'm getting a hang on it, I'm excited on how I'm going to fill this blog up, I don't care If i don't have any followers. I just want to express. Now what? How's everyone? I guess I won't be knowing though the fact that I don't have any followers. Hm. K bye. =)
  

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Blogger.

Hello, its new. I'm here in Blogger. Such a frustration. I took a long time to sign up just because I had problems with the language which was Arabic, couldn't understand but now I found an answer from this woman in blogger help. Thank You! So let's start this up.
 Aiysha