me building up?....

hi..this is like my 4th or 5th day of blogging. Because i missed some days. Well, speaking of that i'm talking  about.. building up some;

•  Confidence
• Self Esteem
• Self Defence

 Building this stuffs take lot of time, and I'm going to use that time. As I do have some examples but I just don't think its that accurate. I've got this stuff but the question is have I got them all? That's what I probably have to find out of. I think I do have confidence in myself, especially when I got guts to go in front of the 9th graders and explain about this stuff of them demolishing our classroom who expects that from 9th graders, no one... since we think they're  mature for their age, but they just don't have the confidence to speak up. So I'm glad I got some of that, and I do have to work on being distracted by wide eyes and some weird faces. Because I get really shy by that and my confidence is pushed LOW. But the biggest boost for my confidence to shoot up like when you air sacs in the lungs form air, yep that fast is.. me, the truth is me. I've got to believe in myself much if i want to do something. Moving on.. Self Esteem hm.. that's tough too! I guess I got some, but I can't help it when I want to impress people. So I got little for that. But at least I got some, you know I don't care what people say sometimes, mind the previous part.. I know how to go around SOME people. When I've experience myself doing their behaviors too. I can do my own thing and people can do their own thing, no one needs to micro manage me, (i like saying that word especially since it describes people as well as figures.) So yes that it. So I'm gaining the self esteem i know i am. I believe. Now for self defense.. I'm low on that maybe some percent higher than 40. I can defend my personality and i am capable. I defend many stuffs coming along with my rights.Yes, I do defend my friends and family. maybe decisions too. But people have rights to defend. No one should stop you, just my advice I believe in everything, well not everything, somethings.

 Believing in your self can give you chances and opportunities, success is what I get by believing in myself and you should too!

 Aiysha